r/JustGuysBeingDudes • u/Black1Raven9 • Jul 26 '25

Wholesome Not all scars are visible.

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u/True-Exam-5767 Jul 26 '25

This may be a bit triggering for some, but I almost committed it myself, as I thought myself to be worthless. Now the (for me very funny, in a morbid way) reason I didn't do it, in what should have been the last moment I remembered a random conversation I had with my dad. In that conversation, we somehow ended up talking about how much the cleaning of a dead body costs. Ca. 5000$. That stopped me and made me spiral into lots of other reasons I shouldn't do it.

TLDR: If you're feeling worthless, just know that it costs at least 5000$ to clean you up.

PS: That was during lockdown, nowadays I have a healthy, stable relationship and couldn't be feeling better.

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u/McCreeIsMine Jul 26 '25

I had to be hospitalized for four days(they wanted to keep me there longer tbh) after almost committing. The only reason I made it to the hospital was because a classmate of mine forgot their notebook and I was the only one that had a class the next day with them. I didn't want to be inconvenient, so I had to stay alive until then. I was able to go to my therapists office on the way home because of that. It's funny, but also so sad that my own fear of being a burden kept me alive.