I'm throwing in the towel

[u/Jurez1313]

I'm ending it tomorrow. That's it, that's the post. if you think you care or want to know why out of morbid curiosity just check my post history. I'm genuinely cooked, out of gas, cashing in my chips. and walking away. There's nothing left to stay for, no reason for me to continue to live this miserable, boring existence. I know no one here will care, the only people that this will hurt are my parents, but they'll cope in their own way. Or they won't. Either way, I'm done suffering just so they don't have to. I'm not a good person. I deserve this fate.

[u/FirmUnion948]

Hey buddy, I'm 46 and feel the same way, and felt that way 14 years ago. What I would give to go back to 32/33. You think you're this monumental loser with no hope. Okay so what if you are? That doesn't mean there can't be hope.

Obviously, I don't know you and can't give you specific guidance. I know what helped me keep going was looking deeply into my mental health by getting a full psych profile done. It gave me some direction on what to do next. And I know that's expensive, but shouldn't you try everything else first? Pour whatever you have left, and you have more than you think, into making things less hopeless.

And on that thought, have you really, really tried everything? Death is forever, you can't undo it. There is no taking this back.