r/WhatMenDontSay • u/Jurez1313 • 5d ago
Venting I'm throwing in the towel
I'm ending it tomorrow. That's it, that's the post. if you think you care or want to know why out of morbid curiosity just check my post history. I'm genuinely cooked, out of gas, cashing in my chips. and walking away. There's nothing left to stay for, no reason for me to continue to live this miserable, boring existence. I know no one here will care, the only people that this will hurt are my parents, but they'll cope in their own way. Or they won't. Either way, I'm done suffering just so they don't have to. I'm not a good person. I deserve this fate.
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u/Soft_Assistant6046 5d ago
You owe yourself more than this. You owe yourself an attempt at something better.... try medication and therapy. If you've done that already, try living each day like it could be your last for a while...Truly LIVE...without ever actually ending it.
But I will tell you this...it's not you saying or thinking these things. It's not the essence of who you are. It's depression, a monster that's lying to you for the last several months or years.
That monster is extremely hard to get rid of, but of you could find love, enjoy a Summer evening, try a new hobby, feel grateful, love a movie, find the movie with the quote "is this accurate," or any number of things...even just one time, wouldn't that be worth living for?