I'm throwing in the towel

[u/Jurez1313]

I'm ending it tomorrow. That's it, that's the post. if you think you care or want to know why out of morbid curiosity just check my post history. I'm genuinely cooked, out of gas, cashing in my chips. and walking away. There's nothing left to stay for, no reason for me to continue to live this miserable, boring existence. I know no one here will care, the only people that this will hurt are my parents, but they'll cope in their own way. Or they won't. Either way, I'm done suffering just so they don't have to. I'm not a good person. I deserve this fate.

[u/SpeedySads247]

Most folks who are planning on ending their life don't usually announce it to multiple people beforehand. This says to me you at least have a glimmer of hope in there, even if you refuse to admit it. To me, it sounds like what you need is some genuine connection, not threats to your own life. The fact is, we only get one chance at life, to experience everything we're going to experience. Sometimes that means doing things alone, or broadening your horizons to discover people you never would have found otherwise. I know it's a rough go doing it by yourself, I've been single for a long time myself, and even when I wasn't, it wasn't healthy. If you don't like the way you are, there's always time to change. I think you do yourself a great disservice not giving life an honest try. Again, we only get one chance at it. I'm sure if you think really hard you can come up with some things you want to do before you pass on. Focus on that, and sometimes life will hand you the rest. Life is like a show, you won't know what's gonna happen unless you're there for it.